i have had numerous crushes... okok not many just 4 before this one, i don't think i am a flirt. out of the four i have confessed to two of them and in both cases they were already attached to another guy and i could do nothing but speak my mind and get the topic of my chest.
this time is different... i know it cliche, but it really is, all those other times i crushed, i have never stopped watching indecent things, but ever since i fell for her, i gradually lost the desire for such unrighteous things. it has never happend before, i think she may just be my angel. saddly the same thing happend again, she got attached, whats more her boyfriend is the boy i mentored in council when i was sec2. life couldn't suck more.
to make things worse, when i wake up in the morning the first hting i think about is not; "what's for breakfast" or "i wanna sleep more", i wke up with a fresh memory of her in my mind. talk about getting of the wrong side of the bed, i wake up with a heartache every morning.
i really dont know what to do, other than to do as i always have, weather the storm amd ake advantage of any and all opportunities
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