the ferocity of my affection

they say in order to die of a broken heart one has to love feircely.

I have never had the intention of ever falling for someone, but the worst thing about the world is that what you dont want, you see it in front or you.

i have had similar feelings before, off affection to a certian person, but never have i so ferociously like someone before.

I have never woken up thinking of a particular person first thing in the morning, but this has been consecutively occuring for a number of days. a single incident can be counted as a coincident, but a consecutive incident is a statistic.

i want to get rid of this feeling, but i can't, i simply cant stop being reminded of her at all.

so what can i do......

i will simlpy wait....and wait.....

i will wait for the feelings to pass over, if they are temporary

i will wait for them to break up, if the feelings last

i will wait for her to get over him, if my pasion is still lights aflame

i will wait until i am ready to tell her that i like her

and....

i will wait for her answer and accept her decision....

that is all i am able to do now.