revelation of my foolishness

It took me a while but if finally understand the root of the problem that has plagued my soul like swarm locusts in a barley field...

For numerous times i have searched for love, as if God wasn't enough for me. My christian faith taught me that God is love and that he sent his son, Jesus Christ, to die on the cross for us. His Death and suffering as a payment for our sins and as evidence of his love for us. A love so great, He died for our sake and rose again as a show of his divinity and to show us his love.

I have searched for love in some really wrong places, But why? Because i have fallen in love with something other than my Lord Jesus Christ, I have fallen in love with the concept of falling in love... Sounds weird, but bear with me for a moment, as I shall explain.

The dream for falling in love with a woman. To put it simply, this dream has caused me to "Fall in love" with almost every girl whom I was fond of... Ridiculous right??? Now when I look back, It seems almost Idiotic...

Last night i was just lying on my bed after some delicious durian for supper. The answer just came just as i was going to fall asleep. It was as if someone switched on the light in the darkness of my heart. So in the darkness of the night everything became clear....

Now that I know the cause of the problem, will I be able to solve it?