today i was back at fengshan primary, my old school, before i went i met up with some of my old classmates (all girls), wahhh!! that yingying ah wait for her for so long and there was not a hint of remorse in her voice.
in fengshan we searched high and low for mr cheng, my P6 form teacher,
4th floor: cannot find,
3rd floor: cannot find,
2nd floor; cannot find,
and when we were at the 3rd floor library, we heard a familiar voice it was one of my ex-classmates they found mr cheng on the 1st floor, it was like a family reunion almost the whole class was there, i also meet some old friends that i knew, for one the persons name was shanita she was my jonior in drama club last time now she is in temasek secondary school and in the choir, i have another friend from primary school who is also in temasek secondary and also in the choir and is shanita's senior, her name is teo xin yi,and this is the first time i mentioned her name on any post.
after the visit i had lunch with my ex-classmates, and after that i went home, after i got home i really felt like an asshole, in school i really wanted to see someone really badly, and when i saw her i acted like i was deliberatly avoiding her, by just dashing of or to engrose myself with a conversation with someone else, and i did not just see her once but three times, i did not speek to her any time i saw her.
i really feel like an asshole, god help me
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